Soon I will slurp this blog into book form again. I do it yearly so that this blog becomes a hardbound written journal of our lives. "Our" being my family. When my girls are older I want them to be able to look back and see what life was like when they were children. I want them to know what their mother did, thought and saw.
But, this blog is only a small window into what our life is like. Just a pinhole view actually. It cannot capture everything. It cannot capture the routine chores. Or the occasional pandemonium. Or the imperfectness of life.
I'd like to think that this blog is beautiful. A beautiful family. A beautiful life. A beautiful reminder of what really matters.
But life isn't perfect. When my girls are older and perhaps mothers of their own, I don't want them to have a skewed view of motherhood. Of childhood. Of what and how their mother did things.
So, I'm going to spend some time pointing out the imperfections in my mothering.
::Deep breath::Are you ready?
Closets are sometimes messy.

They usually start clean and organized and stay that way for several months. However, as time passes and we get busy taking care of this or taking care of that I tend to get sloppy with putting things back in the closet.
This particular closet holds much of my soap making supplies and most of the kid crafting supplies. And sometimes after I've taken soap out of the mold at 7:25 in the morning just before I drive the girls to school, I haphazardly fling the empty molds back into the closet. And the oils. And the essential oils. And maybe even a various and assorted box or two.
Then a few months after the calamity takes over I clean it out and reorganize.
Yesterday was one of those days. We took out
every stinkin' craft supply we own. And every last bit was then strewn across the living room floor.

Boo and Licious crafted and created and used their imagination for hours. And the mess was totally worth it. Because in between helping them figure out how to attach a Styrofoam ball to a chenille stick or fashion a bathtub out of a shoe box, I got to do some crafting too.



And it was messy. And it was kind of chaotic in my living room. And after about three hours I was kind of tired of the mess and started to lose my patience.
But I think that we all had fun. And I'd like to think that even in my imperfectness we managed to have a pretty okay day.
-dana